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So here's the deal. On November 7, 2004 I took my then almost 4 year old daughter, Meri into the ER of Children's Hospital Pittsburgh with what seemed to her father & me to be nothing more than a virus. She'd been lethargic for a couple of days, drinking a LOT, urinating a LOT, started vomiting that afternoon, and by evening was having trouble breathing. Called the ped who told us to get her to Children's ER asap, they'd be waiting for us. We were met literally at the ER door, whisked into a exam room where they immediately drew blood as the ER doctor told us that based on what we had told they ped they suspected Meri might have type 1 diabetes. WHAT? My daughter doesn't even LIKE 'goodies', she'd be happy to exist on fruits & veggies. She isn't overweight, and had never been to the doctor prior for anything other than a yearly check up, never had been on an antibiotic. No one in either family has diabetes. This CAN'T be happening. Meri's blood sugar was over 900. (normal is 80 -120) Yep, Meri has type 1 diabetes.

Based on my initial reaction in the ER it was clear I had a lot to learn about type 1 diabetes. Unlike type 2 (adult onset, insulin resistant), type 1 has nothing to do with weight, sugar intake, or lack of exercise. It's an autoimmune disease, where beta cells attack a once healthy pancreas & no longer allow it to produce insulin for reasons that are not yet clearly understood. It is known to have a genetic dimension (people who get type 1 are genetically predisposed to do so, but it doesn't always manifest) and also an environmental dimension (it seems to be triggered by an unknown viral attack). At this point there is nothing that is known that could have stopped Meri from developing diabetes......but one day there will be!

Life with diabetes (either type) sucks. Meri's pancreas does not produce insulin,so for her to remain alive it must be provided to her through a different means. Initially, in Meri's case, that was 6-8 insulin injections daily. Now she wears an insulin pump. To be able to accurately dose insulin we must know Meri's blood sugar level. She checks her blood sugar by pricking her finger everytime she is going to eat anything, when she wakes up, before bed, whenever she is feeling 'off' and her dad or I test it every night around midnight & a couple times a week around 3 am. She can't just enjoy a cupcake when someone brings them into school for a birthday party- she has to visit the nurse's office, check her blood sugar, deliver insulin through her pump then go back to the party. When her blood sugar is low she is whiney, clingy & miserable. If it is tooooo low she could have a seizure, which has happened & is the scariest thing I have ever experienced. If it is high she is mean, aggressive & combative. Don't get me wrong, when the diabetes dragon is controlled (which it CAN be with careful management) my daughter is a vivacious, charming, bright 8 year old who everyone adores. But when her blood sugar is off, watch out. 

We're committed to doing what I can to help find a cure, to provide outreach to families of newly diagnosed kids & to educating people about diabetes. Which is why, shortly after Meri was diagnosed we got involved with Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation. JDRF was founded by parents of kids with diabetes in the 70s, committed to finding a cure through research. 85% of money raised by JDRF goes directly into research. Those research dollars have made things like glucose meters (think onetouch ultra that you see advertised on TV), insulin pumps, and continuous glucose moniters a reality. And one day those research dollars will go beyond the invention of better ways to manage diabetes to an actual cure. Insulin therapy was discovered in 1922. Prior to that the life expectancy for a child diagnosed with diabetes was months. Today, Meri is expected to live a full, normal life. Insulin rocks, but it isn't a cure.

If you're interested in joining us on this journey click on the JDRF link on this page to donate or join us for the JDRF Walk for a Cure Sept 12, 2009 in Schenley Park. Our team, Meri's Miracle, is happy to have anyone join the party!

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Meri's view........

One of my proudest, and saddest, moments as a mom was at the Renaissance Festival 2 years ago. Mer was 6, going to first grade. We were talking to one of the costumed performers, a wizardy sort, as I recall. He asked Meri, "Wouldn't you have liked to have lived during the Renaissance?" She replied "No." He prodded more deeply, "Why? Because you wouldn't have computers and TV and all that stuff?" She rolled her eyes as she said, "No, because I'd be dead now." He smiled and said "Yeah that was a long time ago & people who were alive then aren't still alive today." Meri stared at him for a moment, then explained herself. "No, I mean I would have died when I was 4 if I lived in the Renaissance." He was puzzled & looked to me for help. Meri continued. "When I was almost 4 I got diabetes. And insulin wasn't discovered until 1922. So if I was a kid with diabetes in the Renaissance I would have died already." He teared up and put his arm around her as he said, "Well then, I'm glad you are alive now, sweetie. So I could meet you." Then looked at me and said "You've got quite a little treasure there, mom." In that moment, I knew my daughter has a sense of her own mortality that many adults never find, and I understood the 'old' look in her eyes.

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